Monday, February 11, 2019

Prologue

  
The Amphitrite Quest

 Ephyra moved swiftly through the still water, her delicate tail whipping behind her, without creating so much as a ripple. A flash of golden – could that be it? She dived to the seafloor, only to discover a white piece of broken coral reflecting the golden sunlight. A sudden fear, wound in threads of melancholy, engulfed her, and she sank to the sand, too cold in the warm waters to move.

   The oceans were changing – they had been changing for many moons now, morphing into dark places of secrets and fear. She had watched as the northern oceans she called home had lost colour, the sand turning black, the waters turning grey. She had watched as her sisters, their eyes once as blue as the cerulean foam of the Aegean Sea, had spoken words of acid and rancour, as their eyes turned to orbs of soot.

   So she had left, travelling across the oceans to the only other home she had known – the Zelbiel Reef in the warm equatorial waters. The coral reef was nothing like she remembered it. As a young Nereid, she had visited it often with her sisters, frolicking in the shallow waters with yellowtail snappers, chasing the green turtles, slowly floating along with the manatees, hiding from the reef sharks. But there was no life here now, none of her childhood friends. The iridescent brain corals that had once so delighted the little Nereids were now a stark white, matching the stark whiteness of the once-yellow staghorn corals. The oceans were changing.

   But Ephyra had not travelled so far simply in search of an old home. No, she would never have left her sisters to the mercy of the dark powers and fled in search of a new life. So why did her heart ache so? Why was there such a feeling of finality, of loss, of homelessness?

   A water snake brushed against her arm, jolting Ephyra back to reality, to the urgency of her quest. No, she wasn’t here in search of a home. She was here in search of hope. It may only be legend, or simply a children’s rhyme, but it was her only hope. She could still hear her mother’s voice singing the lullaby…

When the waters turn dark and dreary, my dear,
When the oceans are under a spell,
Let go of your worries, your dolour, your fear,
Hold onto the Amphitrite shell…

   The Amphitrite shell – the golden shell of hope. She must find it, oh she must! For if she didn’t, her home would be drowned in darkness forever, drowning her sisters in its darkness as well.

   With the urgency brought on by this dark thought, Ephyra began her search. The Zelbiel Reef was wide as it was long, but the stark white couldn’t hide a glowing golden for long, could it? Many times the reflecting golden light deceived her into believing her quest had been successful, and each time her heart rose to the top of her very throat, and each time it sank back lower than before. How many hours she spent there, she did not know. All she knew was, she could not fail.
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   “EPHYRA!” came a voice rushing through the waters, now dark in the moonless night, a voice familiar yet terrible all at once. It was a voice she once loved, still did, but one that now terrified her every scale. There was nowhere to hide, her cerulean hair and slate grey body stark against the white reef. There was nothing she could do but keep looking.

   “EPHYRA…” The voice was closer now, so close that she felt the water ripple under its force.

   “Let go of your worries, your dolour, your fear / Hold onto the Amphitrite shell…” Ephyra said to herself. “Come on, come ON!”

   A glint of golden in the dark water… Ephyra felt her gills close in a sudden rush of excitement, her tail whipping faster than it ever had as she dived for the shell.

   But something was wrong. The water around her was colder, darker, her gills struggling to draw air from it.

   “Ephyra…”

   She was here. Ione, her body spreading hopelessness and fear in the water. Ephyra stared – her beautiful sister, the loveliest of them all, with the bluest eyes and the bluest hair, now dark all over, evil. The spear in her hand, blacker than the blackest black, sharper than the reef shark’s teeth, was pointed at Ephyra.

   “Ione, sister, let me help you. Please, let me…”

   Just then, Ione let out a terrible, agonising scream, rushing forward with the spear in her hands. Ephyra dived, thrashing and flailing, and her own scream of pain joined Ione’s, as she cut her palm on a stone-hard coral. “All is lost,” she thought, as the water around her turned frothy and muddy and bloody… with a glint of golden.

   “Ephyra, you are to be one of us!” screamed Ione, propelling herself forward with the strength of her long tail, spear still in hand.

   “And you one of us,” said Ephyra, holding up the Amphitrite shell high above her head, glowing a brighter golden the tighter she held it, the force of it pushing Ione back in a lurch, the spear grazing Ephyra’s chest as she went.

   The churning water settled to a soft swirl, and the two sisters stared at each other, shell and spear still aloft. Ione shuddered and dropped her hands, her blue hair swirling around her. Ephyra stood still, the rims of her blue eyes slowly turning to a soot, the roots of her blue hair turning to black. Her lips curled to an evil grin as she looked up at the golden shell in her hands, crushing it to sand between her darkening palms.

Wednesday, February 10, 2016

Fear is the Only Constant

Stacks of books litter the floor,
Brown paper doodled and torn.
A lone guitar hangs on the door,
Strings neither strummed nor worn.
The bestest friend cries on the phone,
Her boyfriend's acting strange.
I'm tired of hearing the same old drone,
I fear nothing will ever change.

Piles of clothes flung on the chair,
It's party night once more.
I slam the door, "I DON'T CARE!"
Isn't mom just the biggest bore?
Yet the tears stream down my face,
"Please can I my life exchange?
So what if I party? I just need my space!
I fear nothing will ever change."

Heaps of files sit on the table,
The deadline's coming close.
"You're smart and strong, and really quite able,"
And everybody knows.
My eyelids droop, my arms go limp,
"Wash... the... dishes.... cupboard arrange..."
I can't do this. I'm such a wimp.
I fear nothing will ever change."

The husband walks in, tired, beat,
He's late again today.
The 10-year-old runs to greet,
His dad snaps, "Go away!"
Shaking now, I call up mom,
"I fear my doubts will derange,
I just can't seem to shake this qualm.
I fear nothing will ever change."

Sunday, December 27, 2015

Bossy E

Bossy E is really sly,
And he makes the vowels cry.
When Bossy E walks in the game,
The vowels shiver and say their name.

HAT went out to play and dance,
And Bossy E saw his chance.
He ran and sat beside T,
Making A want to flee.

Bossy E didn’t make a sound,
His voice just wasn’t to be found!
“Go away,” said HAT, “out the gate,
Your bossiness we really HATE!”

So Bossy E walked right out,
And found PET running about.
Again he went and sat by T,
And looked around at letter E.

Bossy E didn’t make a sound,
His voice just wasn’t to be found!
“Go away,” said PET, “find your own seat,
We hate it when you call us PETE!”

So Bossy E went to the gym,
And there he found poor little TIM.
He skipped and sat next to M,
“Now, oh, now, I won’t leave them!”

Bossy E didn’t make a sound,
His voice just wasn’t to be found!
“Go away,” said TIM, “this is a crime,
Your bossiness really wastes our TIME!”

So Bossy E went to the top,
And there he saw happy HOP.
Next to P he went and stood,
As quietly as he possibly could.
  
Bossy E didn’t make a sound,
His voice just wasn’t to be found!
“Go away,” said HOP, “run down the slope,
We just want to smile and HOPE!”

“Who is next? Whom should I bug?”
And then he saw tiny HUG.
He crawled up to letter G,
“I’ll get my hug, just you see!”

Bossy E didn’t make a sound,
His voice just wasn’t to be found!
“Go away,” said HUG, “you silly stooge,
You won’t get a hug- tiny or HUGE!”

Sad and tired, he walked away,
“What did I do? What did I say?
Silently I stand around,
And the vowels shout their lonnnnggg sound.”

Copyright: Ritu Lamba

Don't Let It Win

Today I met Jane skipping down the street,
A twinkle in her eyes and a beat at her feet.
"'Morning, pretty girl, such a sweet, pleasant face,
And a smile so delightful, it adds grace to grace.
The red of your plump, red cheeks suggest
You are cheerful and loved and by everyone blessed."
The twinkle in her eyes dimmed, oh, just a bit,
And the beat at her feet faltered by a split.
'Plump' was the word that shone bright like the sun,
And once again, insecurity won.

As I turned a corner, there I spotted Joe,
A child in his arm, his face aglow.
"'Morning, charming man, what a heart-warming sight,
To see a love so pure, so true and so bright.
 Your son will grow to be joyous, gleeful and whole,
For his father's modest home is the nectar for his soul."
The glow on his face faded, oh, just a bit,
And his grip on his child loosened by a split,
'Modest' was the word that deep his heart bored,
And once again, insecurity scored.

Strolling in the park, I heard an eager hail
Of my dearest, oldest friend, the sweet Mrs. Gale.
"'Morning, Ms. Hope," she said, "I was hoping to meet,
For your kind, free words make every morning sweet.
Your name is befitting, you are Hope in truest form,
Solitary is your step, yet your heart is most warm."
The smile on my lips fell, oh, just a bit,
And the thud of my heart quickened by a split.
'Solitary' was the word that all else drowned,
And once again, insecurity was crowned.

Copyright: Ritu Lamba